So maybe I do want what I can't have..

bollocks, i want him, so much

maybe i'll just forget?

right?

we forget it all anyway. First we forget everything we learnt in school. We especially forget everything we didn't really learn, just revised the night before. We forget the names of all of our teachers, apart from one or two, and eventually we'll forget them as well. We forget our form class, and where we used to sit, and our old best friends phone number. And the lyrics to that song we must've played like a million times. For me it'll be something by Mumford & Sons. And slowly, oh so slowly, we forget our humiliations - even the one's that now seem undeniable will just fade away. We forget who was cool, who was pretty, who was not, who threw the best parties, the person that you would go outside in a thunder storm just to see for 5 minutes. We forget them all. You forget the people you said you liked, and the one's you actually did. And when you've forgotten just enough, you like someone else.

I say I like/want loads of people.

The truth is I only want one.

Seems cruel that it's someone I can't have.

jeeeeeeeeeeeez, life's a bitch.

roll on 2010, yippeeeeee.